Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Dear Friends and Lovers,

Speaking as one who has just emerged from the worst two weeks of her life - feeling-wise, I would like to say sorry for not posting as religiously as I normally do. And as one who also detests people who say sorry unnecessarily, I shall stop there.

I don't intend this to be a long post, only a sombre one, as I don't care to omit any part of my life from this blog for any reason (that I may be honest and look back to remember). I just wanted to say that what I've learned these last two weeks, as far as ending an amazing four year relationship goes, is that there is no easy way - no matter how perfectly amicable both parties are. Fourteen days off my daunting interstate move to Melbourne, I can now breathe a sigh of relief as I believe the worst of it is over. But I don't think I'll ever be able to stop caring about the person who has so graciously let go of me, even though it makes him as sad as I. We have an agreement, and though it is the saddest one I've ever had to commit to, we believe it is a necessary one, and a happy one in the long run.

You will never leave my heart. We have so much together - both in the past and, I remain confident, in the future. You're my best friend and have been ever since I met you. I've laughed and cried so much with you! You've never changed, and you're there every single time I'm feeling insecure about anything. I know I can depend on you and I hope you feel the same, and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking all this so well, considering. I want you to know that you are one of the best people I've ever met, and you are going to do so well! You've got exciting ideas and plans too, and you will carry them out and live your life. I will always be waiting for you, whether as a friend or something more will be decided by time, but I'll always be here. You will never leave my heart.

I promise to be back soon.


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